love part 1

Solitude is worst thing some day. I been living in it for 24 years now,


Everyone is loved by someone.Parents love their child, and so on. but at a time one feel urge to be loved by some one real close, some say your parents love i enough but for me they have reverence, their love is like has to be there..


I am talking about love by another person so much that it makes you proud that you have got some one who loves you without a reason. a true love, Its hard to find, specially where I was born and brought up cause of some STUPID ideas from my culture.



Trying it out where i live now its simple to find a person and have a talk to her, judge her for if she is the one or not, but the first step of getting her EVEN talking to her gonna take courage.


Have to try it, cause "One small step for me can be one giant leap for myself".

Perspectives

Hmmm, my first ever blog, read number of them till yet, in English, in Marathi.
thought i would join the fleet too.
but problem arises right here, its easy to think but writing down these same thoughts is not that easy specially when these thoughts come hit you with lightning speed.I thought of one topic like half hour ago to write, now that i am writing this....
any way, today day was boring, every morning i wake up, if there is nothing to do much i get bored that time, The days are too long in summer in Texas. The school is only on Tuesdays and Thursdays, So what to do? arises as big question.

Its now 11 months since i started living in USA. Living with friends all the time is fun, we have all these parties all time, you can do whatever you want to whenever you want to. After some time everyone seems to realise that you cant fun all time. Life has to go serious way, even after that everybody starts missing their home, parents, friends. and believe me if you have nothing to do in a day you miss it like crazy.
We do outings in near by city or in clubs,bars, everyone is sticking to each other, no one dare to go upfront and talk to girl next to our table, Me too, i don't know what keeps us that way. but being rebellious I am gonna do it next time.Believe me in all these months i have made 3 American friends that's it, its time to get out of shell and have a social life.

Keeping involved in studies do help to forget all memories and live in study, that happens sometime( a few actually;) ) .
The next best thing to do Time Pass is Internet, watching deals, looking for movies, reading news paper from India... takes heap of time off, then I feel need of doing some thing creative reading those blogs on http://www.marathiblogs.net/ and blogger.com, today only i started.

Talking to friends in US and India, Family soothes a bit for time being but it also marks fact that we are away from them....
Now that we will be flying home in few days shopping has started, its going to be time spender for us, Now days we are living in that dream when we come back to India
oh everyone has made plans. everyone going for trip with friends.I am gonna meet all my family also going to ride BIKE in that rainy season no matter what, I miss it bad.

Going to meet samya- asking what he is going to do with his hanging problem of GF? gonna have real serious talk about plans of marriage between nitya and swats, make pargya fall for any gal and have fun with him, meet sunny and see his new play. Have a date with bhakti.
and most amazing part is meet my brand NEW niece, my sisters baby. Boy I so gonna love her, I always like girl children.... she is going to be about 9 months when I see her for first time. she gonna love her uncle.

aaahhhhhhhh dreams, drifted me away.....
just waiting to get these bored days over 35 days to go, got to hold on.